Saturday, May 19, 2012

120516

The day before yesterday,wednesday
Went to subang jaya after college to wait my brother picking me up
But something fuxxxng thing was happened
We drove in second lane at kesas highway
A long truck just drive beside our car
But it does't matter..cause we both drive safety and properly
Yet another long truck abruptly appear in another side 
Its a mcd ingredience lorry
Damm..there is only few cm distance between that lorry with our car
I was like..what the fxxk..what the hell that drive drove so near and so fast
Rush to die isn't..=.=
That lorry even drive to our lane..
What we can see from this moment was a 'V' shape infront of us
Since our car were press between both side..
I just cant control myself and press my face and scream
Because the lorry at our both sides is really very near
Somemore there are big tyres even taller than our car
Then my brother kept hon the lorry
I thought i will die at that moment..
Because if that time my brother jz move a lil steering
Then we may be sacrificed in this accident
But luckily,we escaped
The lorry really drive with very high speed and careless
After that we drive pass by the lorry
My bro just can't stop hon and then i show that poor indian driver a gesture
And there's no enough time for me to record down the plate number

Sunday, April 15, 2012

April Outing ~♥

Hang out with my friends on last friday
Woohoo..so long never go shopping together
They are our driver Ong Vivian and Chiang Chia wei ohni
Haha..vivian came to pick us around 11.30am
At first we go vivian's college to settle her fees and so on
When we arrived we just non-stop capture photos with vivian's camera


Look at this ohni >.<

after 'We are not naughty', I found that Shawn Lee is more handsome than joshua
He is so attract me no matter in his acting, voice even every espression
Wish I could find one like him in real life..haha
Afterward, we have dinner together at asia cafe
And then go home 
That day is a awesome day i had with my buddy
Because we chat, make laugh with very naturally


Sunday, March 25, 2012

The day i leave hostel ~♥



Last Thursday is my lastday to stay hostel..
I thought I must be very happy with it since I waited this day since so long
But..I don't felt any happiness but upset with no reason
Maybe I stay there for a year already
No matter how..it is now became a fact to me
I have to take train and lrt to college and go home everyday
This is my choice
And ya..I want to notes down about my aventure of a korean guy named Tony
He is really a nice and handsome guy to me
Oh no..but i have no chance to meet him again
So much regret that i forgotten to ask his facebook
Wish I would see him once again =P

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

2012年的第十七天 ~♥

终于2012年了
从十八岁已经踏入了十九岁
我,把以前看过的电影和歌曲再重播一遍
以前的点滴都好像一齣电影突然在我脑海中重播
从小时候一直到现在
我发现,我的人生一直在转变
身边的人逗留的逗留,离开的离开
我突然觉得好怀念
几乎每一首歌背后都有一段故事
当然我不会刻意的抹掉过去
我是一个胆小又懦弱的女生
我很怕改变也承认有过分的依赖
所以很害怕以后自己会越来越有负担和责任


我,希望2012世界的每一个人会更好

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Daddy sick ~♥

Finally, daddy had been sent to Columbia hospital
He was pain and suffering since last sunday
Went to two clinic and ate their medicine but seems not work at all
Even getting worse
can't sleep well..stomachache like hell..no appetite and high fever
I don't know what else i could help him
Yesterday night went to visit him at hospital
He looks better and we thought he will be fine very soon
Yet this morning about 4am something
My mom get a call from him
He told mummy he feel vry weak and really really very painful
Then my mom woke up and headed there immediately
Nurse had give him two injection and put some anti-biotic in it
Mom only come back at 8am
After taking bath then back hospital to accompany my dad
Since he has a small operation at 9.30 am
Hope he will get will soon 

Monday, December 5, 2011

031211 ~♥

Happy Marriage to my cousin sister
At the same time
Happy Birthday to stephanie and puyao..
Hehe

Sunday, November 13, 2011

131111 ~♥




Ocean park
Here I am !!
Woo~.....love the day over there


Alot of things happened recently but cant really count out all
But the one most frustrated me was the damn assignment
Have no idea with it and no solution to found
Really hopeless and breatheless..LOL
How good if I can go home everyday after classes
This is what i often think now
No idea..have to stay there to save cost
Btw..went outing with all the family members last week
And hope my life will goes easily without hardship

Friday, October 14, 2011

Presentation ~♥

Ms Turtle make up for me
Do I look any difference?Haha
She stayed over night in my room at last monday night
Because we need to do some preparation for our next day presentation

On that day..
All of the presentator looks nervous and reached there earlier
I present my topic 'A Phobia' and also be a model for chiawei's make up tutorial
We both feel damn nervous and keep shaking there
Huuuu~
Gossh..i look terrible in the picture..
This is a reason why i dislike to take photo in public
After Eng presentation
I still have one more MACRO presentation to go
But luckily everything has over and done not bad though

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Happy Mooncake Festival ~♥

Yesterday night went to espress cafe yamcha with my buddy
They are vivian & chiawei and winnie
And ya after that we headed to lakeside to continue our next activities
Candles....woo..so sad without lantern and mooncake
Thus..we arranged the candles to form a love shape
Under this full moon night..we leave each others a great memories
Yet the only regretful was the moon was not that nice
Anyway..I did enjoy the day =))

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Selamat Hari Raya ~♥

Went back to my hometown on last week
Since there is many holidays during Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Hehee..but this journey are only my sibling with my mom
At there..i ate alot..
Like yam rice and the fried chicken sells by my uncle,etc
And I gained few kilogram for this time visited
Horrible..I think I'm gonna become a fat short girl soon 

Saturday, July 23, 2011

让照片代表我所要表达的一切 ~♥

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And I finally bought my new nike shoe =))
it's worth RM289
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我觉得自己可以当巧克力收藏家了
家里的冰箱有巧克力专属的位置摆放着
都不舍得吃,当成是艺术品了
拍了几个较为特别的留做纪念
香槟的哟!而且价钱不菲 =)
这一系列的巧克力比较夺得我欢欣
成功取代了ferrero的位置
而且是限量版的哟!
会比较难找=)
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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

College 28062011 ~♥

Feel sorrow to stay here
Gooshh..got anyone can get me out from here
I want to get a diploma certificate but do not wan't to further studies
How good if time and everything can back to the past
Then i guess i will treasure and appreciate it much
I wan't to spend my time with my beloved family expecially my parents
I wish I could always stay by their side
But now I have to stay here alone for next two years and four months


Tomorrow I have to presentation
But I really scare if everything do not go smooth..
Can't really memorize but I stil need to face it..


Mom...please guide me
I wan't to get a certificate but do not wan't to stay here..
LOL..

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

College Life ~♥

Currently studying at TarCollege at main campus
I do not know how to describe my feeling
It was like very complicated and very upset
Everyday pass my day without my soul and spirit
Live with no Aim..
Staring at the star every night
I really can't take this

And right now..
My tears was dropping now in the canteen
Sweat =.=||
Alot people are looking at me..
Maaa....Can I withdraw from the course and go home accompany you?
='(( I really unhappy here
I do not want to stay here anymore
I scare i will be crazy one day

Monday, May 9, 2011

迟来的母亲节 ~♥

妈妈,我不想离开您
妈妈,我要你在我身边
妈妈,对不起如果有不孝的时候
妈妈,幸苦你了
妈妈,请原谅我向你顶嘴
妈妈,我想永远当你的小孩
妈妈,我爱你

昨天是您伟大的日子-母亲节
但是我什么都没做
连句‘妈,母亲节快乐’都没说
都怪我说不出这句温馨且肉麻的话
那一夜我在宿舍住
你很担心我,所以一直打电话来
因为你知道我是很哭包很不独立的
我也在电话里一直哭
我有试着让自己停止哭泣
因为我知道会使到你难过和担心
但我就是控制不了!
过后当我得知可以搭朋友的顺风车会
我的心情就好多了
因为想给你惊喜所以没告诉你
在深夜,你还给我打电话怕我睡不着
我知道你那一夜肯定是整夜都睡不好的

对不起,还未有能力保护您
对不起,我没做好孩子的本分
对不起,以前书总是读不好

我好想以后赚多多钱让你跟爸爸过好点的日子
然后全家一起出国旅行
但这次不同的是,所有一切费用我都想包办
我知道这一切都不是空说就能达成的
我会努力点,赶快毕业然后重返家园

妈,在过大概三个小时
我又得离开家了!
我每天都在为自己倒数
好伤心好舍不得哦!

妈,母亲节快乐!
以后我会让你天天过母亲节!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

HomeSWEETHome ~♥

Is a orientation week
But..I ran back home at the second day
I can't deny I miss my home so much
This is the first time I leave my family and live outside
With the sad atmosphere
I staring at the sky
It is raining...
And Im crying....

I don't wan't to grow up
I don't want to leave my family and go anywhere alone
=(
What's college life actually is??
I don't enjoy myself at all...

Saturday, April 30, 2011

My 18th Birthday ~♥

17 April 2011 :


Thankful to my parents brought me to out eat my little crabbie..      
Grateful to all of my friends expecially for those celebrate for me 
Vivian..Chia Wei..Winnie..Soon Yuen and . . .                                       
Thanks for gaving me a unforgetable birthday
And sorry for wasted your money to buy me cake and present
Anyway ,
I do appreciate it since the day will never come back
    
                                              


                                                                               - Lovely -






24 April 2011 :


Went Sunway Lagoon with family which sponsor by dad's company
Daddy get RM 100 cash when his turn in lucky draw..
We have our own free time to spend after the team games
Everyone is put down their image and play to the max

I could't describe how wonderful is when be with family
But rain fall fucking heavily and lightning strike has spoiled everything
Althought we can do nothing in this bad weather
We ran back from amusement park to water park with laughter
The distance is ok but you guys can imagine in this situation =)

After that..we changed our clothe and go home
This is my family day =))

18-Year-Old ~♥


When I am 17..
I thought I'm still a kid and rely on parents
Daydreaming at all the time
Or request to get anything
But now ,
I am 18..
17 years old is officially say goodbye to me
17 years old is never ever met me again
And this number also will never fit me anymore
I'm no longer a small girl that always have the simple ideas
No matter it is on community position even materials
No one could help me unless myself
I must be able to independence in social life later
But i'm afraid if i fail to do these
Shortly..
College life will come to me
Yet I haven ready for this long journey
It may be smooth and  may be rough
I certainly hope there is no obstacle to my learning
=))

Saturday, April 9, 2011

双重打击 ~♥

很伤心啊!!
我才17岁未,刚要踏入18岁少女阶段

我以前到现在所听到的都是
你六年级啊?你form2?
还是什么的
但是竟然今天连续给人说我‘老’ ?

我第一次被人说我成熟是在今年
说我的人就是winnie的现任男友
算了,就算是他乳臭未干不会看人
哈哈哈

第二次是在今天早上去吃肉骨茶
店里的主管竟然说我‘二十岁上下’
哇老...我真的是伤心到~
妈妈就跟我澄清我才十八岁
害我整天在家都没有心情,闷闷不乐
一直照镜子
说真的,我很在意 =((

第三次就是刚刚跟妈妈去carefour
放下刚才的事后从新出发
哪里知道当我看到一件baby的衣服很可爱
就跟妈妈说买给家里现在顾着的baby穿
这时就有一位50岁左右的安迪就走过来
他起先问我妈妈
‘你想买什么啊?’
之后看到我后就看着我问
‘哦,你想买baby衣服给你孩子穿啊?’
冤枉呀!我看起来像生过孩子的人咩?
我立刻转过身去,就不小心哭出来了
真的是很伤人啦!=((

哥哥还落井下石说他的朋友看到我的facebuk后问他
‘这个是你的姐姐啊?’
='( 我真的很苍老咩?

所以决定了,我每天10.30pm就必须上床睡觉
好好保养下...啊啊啊啊啊...!! -__-

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Double decker =P ~♥

The day before yesterday(sunday) :

Went to sunway pyramid with family in order to buy me some stuff
And having our dinner at tepanyaki
Yukk..i cant really enjoy there =((


Just reach home..
Mom received a call from relative
Said that I have to go kampar there to study alone
Since the girl might not going there with me
Shit case..last minute only tell = =
When parents was asking me could i take care of myself there
LOL..i can't control and ='((
Thus..they suggest me shift to study nearby campus here


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Yesterday my dad did not work and send me to register in purposely
Just arrive there..
Loll..many peoples there..
Bought a new application form and fill it up
Wish i could receive my offer letter from college ASAP
Because i still need to apply for the hostel