Tuesday, June 28, 2011

College 28062011 ~♥

Feel sorrow to stay here
Gooshh..got anyone can get me out from here
I want to get a diploma certificate but do not wan't to further studies
How good if time and everything can back to the past
Then i guess i will treasure and appreciate it much
I wan't to spend my time with my beloved family expecially my parents
I wish I could always stay by their side
But now I have to stay here alone for next two years and four months


Tomorrow I have to presentation
But I really scare if everything do not go smooth..
Can't really memorize but I stil need to face it..


Mom...please guide me
I wan't to get a certificate but do not wan't to stay here..
LOL..

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

College Life ~♥

Currently studying at TarCollege at main campus
I do not know how to describe my feeling
It was like very complicated and very upset
Everyday pass my day without my soul and spirit
Live with no Aim..
Staring at the star every night
I really can't take this

And right now..
My tears was dropping now in the canteen
Sweat =.=||
Alot people are looking at me..
Maaa....Can I withdraw from the course and go home accompany you?
='(( I really unhappy here
I do not want to stay here anymore
I scare i will be crazy one day