迟来的母亲节 ~♥

妈妈，我不想离开您
妈妈，我要你在我身边
妈妈，对不起如果有不孝的时候
妈妈，幸苦你了
妈妈，请原谅我向你顶嘴
妈妈，我想永远当你的小孩
妈妈，我爱你

昨天是您伟大的日子-母亲节
但是我什么都没做
连句‘妈，母亲节快乐’都没说
都怪我说不出这句温馨且肉麻的话
那一夜我在宿舍住
你很担心我，所以一直打电话来
因为你知道我是很哭包很不独立的
我也在电话里一直哭
我有试着让自己停止哭泣
因为我知道会使到你难过和担心
但我就是控制不了！
过后当我得知可以搭朋友的顺风车会
我的心情就好多了
因为想给你惊喜所以没告诉你
在深夜，你还给我打电话怕我睡不着
我知道你那一夜肯定是整夜都睡不好的

对不起，还未有能力保护您
对不起，我没做好孩子的本分
对不起，以前书总是读不好

我好想以后赚多多钱让你跟爸爸过好点的日子
然后全家一起出国旅行
但这次不同的是，所有一切费用我都想包办
我知道这一切都不是空说就能达成的
我会努力点，赶快毕业然后重返家园

妈，在过大概三个小时
我又得离开家了！
我每天都在为自己倒数
好伤心好舍不得哦！

妈，母亲节快乐！
以后我会让你天天过母亲节！

HomeSWEETHome ~♥

Is a orientation week
But..I ran back home at the second day
I can't deny I miss my home so much
This is the first time I leave my family and live outside
With the sad atmosphere
I staring at the sky
It is raining...
And Im crying....

I don't wan't to grow up
I don't want to leave my family and go anywhere alone
=(
What's college life actually is??
I don't enjoy myself at all...

My 18th Birthday ~♥

17 April 2011 :


Thankful to my parents brought me to out eat my little crabbie..      
Grateful to all of my friends expecially for those celebrate for me 
Vivian..Chia Wei..Winnie..Soon Yuen and . . .                                       
Thanks for gaving me a unforgetable birthday
And sorry for wasted your money to buy me cake and present
Anyway ,
I do appreciate it since the day will never come back
    
                                              


                                                                               - Lovely -






24 April 2011 :


Went Sunway Lagoon with family which sponsor by dad's company
Daddy get RM 100 cash when his turn in lucky draw..
We have our own free time to spend after the team games
Everyone is put down their image and play to the max

I could't describe how wonderful is when be with family
But rain fall fucking heavily and lightning strike has spoiled everything
Althought we can do nothing in this bad weather
We ran back from amusement park to water park with laughter
The distance is ok but you guys can imagine in this situation =)

After that..we changed our clothe and go home
This is my family day =))

18-Year-Old ~♥

When I am 17..
I thought I'm still a kid and rely on parents
Daydreaming at all the time
Or request to get anything
But now ,
I am 18..
17 years old is officially say goodbye to me
17 years old is never ever met me again
And this number also will never fit me anymore
I'm no longer a small girl that always have the simple ideas
No matter it is on community position even materials
No one could help me unless myself
I must be able to independence in social life later
But i'm afraid if i fail to do these
Shortly..
College life will come to me
Yet I haven ready for this long journey
It may be smooth and  may be rough
I certainly hope there is no obstacle to my learning
=))

双重打击 ~♥

很伤心啊！！
我才17岁未，刚要踏入18岁少女阶段

我以前到现在所听到的都是
你六年级啊？你form2？
还是什么的
但是竟然今天连续给人说我‘老’ ？

我第一次被人说我成熟是在今年
说我的人就是winnie的现任男友
算了，就算是他乳臭未干不会看人
哈哈哈

第二次是在今天早上去吃肉骨茶
店里的主管竟然说我‘二十岁上下’
哇老...我真的是伤心到～
妈妈就跟我澄清我才十八岁
害我整天在家都没有心情，闷闷不乐
一直照镜子
说真的，我很在意 =((

第三次就是刚刚跟妈妈去carefour
放下刚才的事后从新出发
哪里知道当我看到一件baby的衣服很可爱
就跟妈妈说买给家里现在顾着的baby穿
这时就有一位50岁左右的安迪就走过来
他起先问我妈妈
‘你想买什么啊？’
之后看到我后就看着我问
‘哦，你想买baby衣服给你孩子穿啊？’
冤枉呀！我看起来像生过孩子的人咩？
我立刻转过身去，就不小心哭出来了
真的是很伤人啦！=((

哥哥还落井下石说他的朋友看到我的facebuk后问他
‘这个是你的姐姐啊？’
='( 我真的很苍老咩？

所以决定了，我每天10.30pm就必须上床睡觉
好好保养下...啊啊啊啊啊...!! -__-